If I could tell you

salam,

I do really love my friends infinity much but how much I'll receive the love back? I will never know unless they express their love to me. It is the same as, how much I think they do really understand me or how they think that I really understand them much?

By having problems in friendship or even a complication in inner self, we can see the prove on how much do they really understand us. Do all of you realize actually, that we don't really or even understand people? because they are what the way they are.

Even by giving more attention and really care about them, we do not actually find that it is easy knowing them because they have their own thoughts that is really abstract to be mention.

p/s: always hope to know my friends better because I do really love them as much as or even more than I love myself. Even they do not even understand! cheer up your life, positive, and make up your mind! I'll always love you friends, if I could tell you! ;)

Don't ask me why I hate you!

hurm,

Kamu cukup bertuah jika saya BENCI kamu,

kerana saya akan BENCI kamu bila saya rasa saya BENCI kamu,

Kamu bertuah jika saya KECEWA dengan kamu,

Kerana saya akan KECEWA bila saya rasa KECEWA dengan kamu,

Tetapi BERHATI-HATIlah kamu bila saya BENCI dan KECEWA dengan kamu,

kerana,

pada waktu saya BENCI dan KECEWA dengan kamu,

segala cacian akan dilemparkan terhadap KAMU..

Walaubagaimanapun,

Kamu amat beruntung jika saya BENCI dan KECEWA pada mu,

kerana segala cacian itu dilemparkan didalam HATI!!

p/s: tidak perlu riak dengan kerja yang banyak, tidak perlu riak kejayaan anda atasi kesibukan, dan yang paling penting tidak perlu ambil kesempatan terhadap orang yang tidak tahu membantah..jika anda salah seorang mangsa daripada perkara diatas, lantang lah dalam bersuara supaya tidak dipijak-pijak....

Ko_kenal??

salam,

just now, I have been reading my last posts..

to flashback the moment when I start to blog and what have I done for the past year,

it is almost interesting to me, to see the revolution of myself..

from the beginning until now,

and I face a lot of change and being motivated from the readers,

a big APPRECIATION to all of you readers..thank you so much..

but, from what I have read,

I feel like missing something,

not something actually, SOMEONE..

it is not because I love that someone,

but I miss the advices..

do you remember ko_kenal??

the one who encouraging me to be a good blogger,

I did not forget the advice from ko_kenal,

asking me to be positive,

to write the post frequently as a good blogger,

and NO offensive,

ko_kenal ask me not to use SMS terms,

when I read those comments from ko_kenal,

I feel that ko_kenal had motivated me a lot,

sometimes, I feel that ko_kenal is very annoying,

but actually it is a good motivation to me,

to gone trough and face the real world better,

THANKS KO_KENAL..

p/s: this post is dedicated to ko_kenal, that have been missing for a long time, a lot of prediction have been made but I hope that I will never know who is the real ko_kenal..hoho..

benci

aku benci, aku benci, aku benci,

a: bossy giler..

b: jangan fikir kau je sedih,

aku lagi sedih,

macam-macam berlaku,

cuma aku tak nak tunjuk je..

a: kau pun sama la, bila sedih baru cari aku

I FAKE A SMILE, SO ANYONE CAN'T SEE...

T_T..

p/s: nak balik kampung cepat...

Questioned???

salam,

its been a long time since my last post..just begin my day this morning by a call from my dad, he asked me whether I wanna go back this 24th Oct or not..

hurm, I still thinking about this, since I've been very busy with tests and these becoming final examination..will i go back or not..if yes, I really scared if I can't catch up my studies for the last minutes..but if not, I will miss one of the biggest event of my family..the wedding of my youngest aunt (cujan).

for confirmation, I asked my cousins whether they go back to the kampung or not, firstly, I asked my eldest cousins, abg hakim..he said, he will not go back to the kampung since he got some charity works to do, and unfortunately, the charity work is including in his four hours credit in his course..he have to help the victims of the earthquakes..

this morning, I asked my lovely cousin that have been very closed to me since we were young, azimah, whether she will go back or not, hurm, the answer is almost the same..She can't..she will having her final examination two days after cujan's wedding..she said that she never studied for her final..same like me..hoho..

it look likes that a big of percentage that I will not go back to the kampung, since my brother have an army interview during the wedding day..and my dad told me just now in his call, studies is more important..yup absolutely, but I don't wanna miss those moments...

hurm, what should I do right now, I really want to go back, but when I think back, I also have a test on 26th Oct, (CO pulak tu)..

I've considered all factors, that those becoming events are very important to me, and I got a solution to these..I can go back to the kampung if I manage my time well :)..

any other solution??

p/s: having some chatting with my cousins, I've been flashing back my childhood time, I am such a hyperactive child... :), miss those moment..

manusia dan binatang

salam,

rutin harian seorang manusia lebih ceria daripada rutin harian seekor binatang..

bayangkan jika anda seekor binatang,

yang tidak dikurniakan akal, hanya dikurniakan skil untuk memburu dan rasa lapar..

setiap hari anda akan tidur, bangun, mencari dan memburu makanan, dan tidur semula selepas kenyang,

bayang kan lah,

jika rutin harian itu anda lakukan untuk seumur hidup anda..

jika anda binatang kesayangan tuan anda,

pasti anda tidak perlu bersusah payah memburu makanan atau merayu-rayu kepada manusia durjana,

dan rutin anda akan berkurangan dengan hanya makan, tidur, bermain..

bayangkanlah kita seekor binatang,

hurm,

manusia, mempunyai akal untuk berfikir,

dan menjadikan kehidupannya lebih baik dan ceria dari masa silamnya,

kita dikurniakan memori untuk mengingati kisah2 ceria dan duka dalam kehidupan kita,

tidak salah untuk kita mengingati memori2 tersebut,

tetapi jangan lah jadikan memori itu penghalang untuk kehidupan yang lebih cerah dan ceria,

sebaliknya,

jadikan memori itu ikhtibar dan pengajaran untuk lebih berhati-hati,

agar...

SEJARAH TIDAK AKAN BERULANG..

menjadi manusia,

makluk istimewa,

khalifah terbilang,

gembiralah dikurniakan akal,

gembiralah dikurniakan perasaan,

jangan sekali sedih,

jangan sekali menyesal,

menjadi manusia,

kerana itu hadiah berharga,

yang dikurniakan,

dari Tuhan yang Esa..

~azry~

s.a.h.a.b.a.t

salam..

hidup tidak akan bermakna jika kita tanpa sahabat,

tiada apa yang dapat dikongsikan jika kita tanpa sahabat,

sahabat tempat kita meluahkan segala-galanya,

tidak kira kegembiraan mahupun kesedihan,

bangga lah kita jika mempunyai sahabat..

kerana nilai persahabatan itu tidak dapat dihitung dengan wang melainkan keikhlasan..

terimalah sahabat anda seadanya dia,

pasti anda dapat melihat keikhlasannya dalam persahabatan,

sahabat bukan sahaja boleh terdiri daripada kenalan,

tetapi,

ahli keluarga juga boleh menjadi sahabat yang setia..

banyak konflik yang berlaku dalam persahabatan,

walau bagaimana besar pun konflik itu,

pertahankan lah persahabatan itu,

kerana nilai persahabatan amat berharga..

=)

p/s: bagi penulis,

sahabat setianya merupakan ibunya sendiri,

yang sanggup mendengar luahan dan rintihan nya,

penulis amat merindui sahabatnya yang seorang ini..